Vent warning β οΈ
Someone’s trying to get my attention with this Celtic red-haired goddess thing.. jeez lol it’s like he knows π I tell you my dear I shut her down a long time ago with the help of a friend yesterday this had been worked out and I’m still processing and I know you’ll never see this because I cannot speak to you but.. We got this image of a large tree too.. how ironic. A huge part of me doesn’t want to be this “Celtic priestess” person because society doesn’t accept the way I will be etc.. but I don’t have any other choice really. I wanted to be “normal” and “cool”, rich maybe lmao.. I guess I could continue to shut it down but it’s painful either way I swing this. I hate responsibility and have a bit of self loathing of this aspect.. huge resistance to this that’s going to take time to get back to and heal because of certain events in my history. I really don’t know how you are always seemingly tuned into me. It’s annoying sometimes π
can I please get some privacy over here?? π€£ So many tears have been shed but I guess it’s my time now. Time to unfilter, unwater myself down. Gonna lose some people for sure π
π©·βοΈπ. I have to still say thank you for helping me get to my infinite potential. ππ±. Also to anyone who took time to read my shenanigans π
putting a shout out to my friend Katie O’She Wha Nitah she is the one who helped me see all of this. She’s an incredible facilitator if you are wanting to get back to the core of YOU. π©·π
1/14/2024